First, the intimidation I initially felt when taking on the task of creating a course curriculum very quickly subsided when Paige and I first met to start brainstorming at the beginning of the summer. We had the creative freedom to construct a course in our own vision. Once we sat down and started list-making, the ideas flowed out of us and within one to two hours we had the entire course schedule planned down to the topics we wanted to cover and the projects we would assign. We assessed gaps in our own learning that we wished we had gotten before becoming prenatal GCs, tried to find methods that would keep both us and the students engaged, and got to organize the class in a way that made the most sense for us personally. It was actually so much fun! Although, I will say that getting to do this with my best friend definitely contributed to the fun factor. Who knew that you could get to flex your creativity with a topic like embryology?
On the same note, crafting the course and creating lectures made me feel very invested in the subject material. As a student, embryology frankly often felt like a subject I had to know but did not have to love. It obviously proved very important as a prenatal genetic counselor, and I’ve never questioned the utility of learning the subject. But did I ever LOVE learning about the mechanisms behind gastrulation? Shockingly, not really. However, I had to know it well to be able to teach it well. To my surprise, digging into the course subject material in detail gave me a newfound appreciation for the delicate mechanisms that define embryology. As we made the lectures, I became genuinely excited to teach it to my students. This appreciation motivated me to continue to learn and understand the material at a much deeper level than I ever had.
Unsurprisingly, this process of making lectures taught me so much that I could apply to my clinical role. I now feel better prepared to counsel on ultrasound anomalies and answer the detailed questions patients ask, when previously I would often defer to the MFM due to lack of confidence in my knowledge. The most pleasantly surprising part of this whole experience has been to watch my confidence in my genetic counseling skills grow as a result of heightened understanding of embryology. I originally feared I would experience imposter syndrome as an instructor, feeling like I had no right to be teaching students when I had been a student myself only a few years prior. Thankfully, I have never felt like an imposter in this role, and it has actually helped cure the imposter syndrome I’ve often felt as a clinical genetic counselor. Teaching has proven to me that I do understand the mechanisms of fetal anomalies and I have the skills to be able to relay that knowledge not only to my students, but to my patients as well. It has ultimately made me a better genetic counselor.